Saturday, January 07, 2017
Painting by Kevin Macneil Brown, watercolor on paper, 2017
It happens each year, of course, but I am always surprised at how noticeable the lengthening of the days and the strength of sunlight become, just a couple of weeks past the winter solstice.
Another kind of light has found me in recent days also. In December I was struggling to see my way further into the novel in progress. My production slowed way down-- despite a good start, I was feeling stuck.
Just yesterday, however, something shifted. Here's what I wrote in my journal:
....logjam seems to breaking up...I think I need to just keep writing, letting the story come to me and take shape around the energy points that I do have in place already. It's a bit like a submerged mountain range: the high peaks are clear and visible, as is some of the ridge line. But there's a lot of mountain still beneath the water, waiting to be found. I've never had a story come to me this way before...
Saturday, December 10, 2016
December brings to me the urge to turn inward. This year I have a new book in progress, and its voices and stories have been coming quietly and steadily. Thus, inward seems to be the right direction.
I thank all of you who visit this blog and partake of the words, art, and music I share here. I hope you'll be back in 2017.
I will close the year here by sharing some recent music. The first track is an ambient piece inspired by the snowy landscape and late-autumn light.
The second is a country song that tells a story inspired by an early morning moment and a glimpse of a stranger.
The third is a cowboy Christmas song in a vintage style.
I hope you enjoy listening.
I wish you the best for this season and the new year ahead.
Saturday, October 29, 2016
This past summer I spent a rainy day cleaning out a room I call the catch-all room. Finding a box of cassette tapes—mixes of music I had recorded and mixed decades ago-- and a working cassette player seemed serendipitous. I began listening. One tape in particular caught me, stirring up memories of late night into early morning sessions in the dark, catching moments while my then-young children were sleeping.
The music also stirred tactile memories of the simple tools I had used create it: Fostex four-track, a borrowed Guild Starfire guitar, a single Yamaha digital reverb box, various bells and hand percussion, a Sure SM-58 Microphone ( still my main vocal mic on stage); a little Casio SK-1 keyboard, endless loop tapes designed for telephone answering machines.
These were pieces of music I had truly forgotten, and now they sounded good to me. I think they had fallen short, at the time, of what I wanted of them—I do remember that I was quite often frustrated by the limitations of cassette fidelity back then, during the clean-sound CD hegemony.
But now I find that I love the hiss, the odd compression, even the distortion of occasional tape saturation. And I notice how vari-speed of tape can be a flexible and expressive tool for changing pitch and timbre. Most of all, I hear now that this music came out exactly as it was meant to, with truth of mood and emotion.
I hope I can take this as a lesson and apply it to current creative situations that might seem fraught with a sense of limitation and frustration; that I can recognize that what comes through is usually what needs to come through. With all this in mind, I’ve released these three songs just as I found them on the old cassette. -KMB
Saturday, October 15, 2016
Tuesday, September 06, 2016
Today is the official publication day for my ninth novel, the fifth book in the Liam Dutra New England mystery series. As the book meets the world, I’m sending my thanks out with it: to first readers and editor for eagle eyes and engagement; to my partner in life, Robin Cornell, for her patience in living with a person who often spends long stretches of time in another world; to my loyal fans and steadfast readers, whose presences help keep my boat on the waters. I am grateful for each and every one of you!
The book is available at amazon . Stay tuned for details of a book release event coming up in October at the Kellogg-Hubbard Library in
. Montpelier, Vermont
And, for those who might wonder, work on the next book has just begun.
Saturday, August 27, 2016
Early in the morning, soft light arrives, and with it the urge to paint. I prepare a palette, thinking of the colors I hear in a new piece of music I've been working on. I make three paintings very quickly.